I normally never talk about my beliefs because it’s one of those no-no conversations that no matter what, there are going to be people who will not agree with what you have to say. So why bother, right?
But recently I’ve come to a new conclusion in what I believe in. Religion wise, that is. I used to be straight up atheist. It was straight to the point and easy. Is there a God? No. Done.
But over the past year I’ve come to realize the universe/nature/overall STUFF is very fluid and there are still a lot of things we don’t understand.
I like to think about it like this: Human beings and/or the planet Earth are often compared to just a speck of sand in relation to the vastness of the rest of the ever expanding universe, right? But I think I’m even less than that. I believe my existence literally means nothing and that because I’m such an insignificant portion of the universe/nature/STUFF, that I shouldn’t even be trying to figure out what any of it means. Does that make sense?
Like, who am I, this less than equal to a grain of sand human being, to try and question what is/isn’t/could/couldn’t be out there? It isn’t my place. It’s none of my business. I believe my role in life is to just live. That’s all I can do.
But if anyone asks, I’ll just say agnostic. Fuck it.